rain snow and freakish storms

october 25th. the forecasters are alreadyc alling for the firsts nowfall of the season. i havent seen any yet i dont think but its probably on its way.
today has been a day of students and colleagues being on my last nerve. *deep breath!*

but its ok. i can deal.


rylan brough t home a huge box of cortland apples yesterday. tonight we're making applesauce. which makes this third time we've made sauce this autumn. and so we'll be happily set for applesauce. yay :)

am fighting getting sick. and fighting with everything.
determined that i wont go for my phd right now. every time i think ofit, i just get more and more tired. so maybe later. but not now.

but things are going according to the status quo. we're on a fairly even keel. pray for us, that rylan will figure out what he wants to do after graduation, where we should go and all of that. that would be helpful, thank you. he's just thinking about a lot of options and never really sure. and we're not sure where we shall end up, or any ideas. we have some dieas, but nothing really more than an idea.

am eating my lunch, and listening to music between classes trying to get rejuvenated and all of that... teaching is llikebeign on stage for how many hours a day... and then you have the hecklers or the students who just drive you/me crazy.. the ones who backtalk, who whine, who talk under their breath... so its imporant to have down time.

next week is the AIDS Quilt at Keystone. yay for that.. i am looking forward to working that show.

and i was invited to a dragshow :) it made my day.


i guess thats all for now. nothing terribly deep.. just here. wanting to go to bed.. and wake up and find myself, husband and dog all in scotland with millions of dollars and happily settled there, with jobs, publication contracts and a couple kids....

so maybe not a pickett fence.. but a stone one could be cool..

ta