last night we had dinner with some dear friends of ours. i went to high school with john and we've just always been very dear friends. we were at his wedding, with eight other people. we went out with him and his wife, another good friend of ours..it has been so wonderfult os ee them again. they live in texas, he's in the airforce. we got word that he may be sent over soon to some political quagmire that we've gotten ourselves into and my heart just sank. i'm not patriotic, but the thuoght of my friend in such dangerous places stunned me into silence. i couldn't believe that he was ready to do this, that his wife was willing to let it happen. i know being in a military relationshp changes alot of things and you expectations... but wow.so the morning after as cliche as that sounds, my head and heart are still reeling. and all i can hope and pray for is that when he goes, he'll be protected. and that we can do all we can for his wife to take care of her and support her while he's away... my husband had a job interview yesterday. fingers crossed.... we should start hearing in a few weeks on the other job interview...the semester ends in a few weeks, and then everything else seems to begin...we've been in college or grad school for so long, its frightening to not be in that lifestyle anymore i guess. its comfortable.i am antsy to write again. antsy to be doing something creative. john requested a quilt. part of me wants to start it right now...all for now.